Hewao. Why are you here

I'm making this to hopefully get myself off of social media. I'll probably mostly talk about music I like and . idk other stuff maybe.

02/24/2023

First entry! I'm tired lol. Austin Weber released his new song Goth last night, it's really good I love the instrumentals (the guitar especially). It's a really fun track and I can't wait for the full album :] I've been blasting it pretty much all day, but I got real depressed in the last hour or so and moved onto dcfc lol. i listened to plans a few times, but i can't listen to summer skin without wanting to vomit and tear myself apart, and i will follow you into the dark was just not hitting right.

now im listening to the photo album! i always forget how young ben used to sound on these older tracks, but ill always love his voice. its so soothing, like a balm of anger and sorrow on all the knife wounds in my back. i might play some stardew before i go to bed, but i think sleep might be the healthiest thing for me right now. i have the weekend off, but i have no clue what to do. i have no friends to hang out with, and its too cold to do that regardless.

02/26/2023 WIP

ANOTHA ONE? who'da thought id actually do this for more than a day. uhmm i had something i wanted to say but i forgored whoops. ive been listening to dcfc concerts on youtube all day, i forgot how touching their music is. listening to passenger seat and when we drive, and watching the live performance of both, the connection between the two songs becomes so much more obvious.

Passenger Seat is such a beautiful idyllic track, from the pov of the passenger, experiencing the honeymoon period of this new, wonderful, comfortable relationship.

03/05/2023

lol i got kinda really depresssed and lost all motivation to finish that entry or make any new updates. anyway do u ever feel like everyone hates you or just tolerates ur existence and that ur just so boring and sucky that literally anyone would rather watch paint dry than listen to u? yeah haha me neither. what do you think love might feel like